YES or NO ???

                                                              

Over the time some incidents happen that takes our breath out.It makes our life a tunnel with darkness running all through it.We are almost certain about the mistakes we did in the past and the amends we are going to make in the coming days.
The only dilemma that we are in is how to deal with the present.Ain't we all pass through this stage??May be YES or may be NO.

NO for those, who runs hard from this query.Because we as human being do have this nature to run away from everything which challenge our happy going life.No matter how many compromises we are making but we are happy about it rather solving the problem from its root.I had been through this feeling many times and i am sure you all must have gone through it.If not, then you are a lucky person  indeed.

While sitting on the rooftop,earphones plugged in wrote few of these lines for one of my friend who is going through this dillema.So thought of sharing :)

raat abhi dhalne ko hai

kuch der baad savera hoga,

ek naye jamane ki shuruwat hogi

ab toh apni jid tum bhi chhod do,

purani yaadon ko chhod aage badho

firse naye lamhon mein zindagi jeena sikho.

khud se aaj puchhke dekho

khud ki nazron mein jhankkar dekho,

jo baat aj tak khud mein samete ho

use aaj tum kisi se kehke dekho,

firse naye lamhon mein zindagi jeena sikho.

jo lamhein aj bhi tumhe satate hai

unhe kyu apne saath leke chalte ho,

khud ko unse azaad karo

firse naye lamhon mein zindagi jeena sikho.

jo raahein kab ke chhod aye ho

aaj unpe fir se chalke dekho,

bachpan ke un dino ko ek pal ke liye sahi 

firse jeeke dekho,

firse naye lamhon mein zindagi jeena sikho.

jab tum zindagi ko koste ho

tab koi zindagi ko apnane ki firak mein hai,

kahi koi tumse bhi badnaseeb hai

unke liye hi sahi khud ko khushnaseeb mano,

firse naye lamhon mein zindagi jeena sikho.

ab toh apni jid tum bhi chhod do

firse naye lamhon mein zindagi jeena sikho.

Thank you..!!!

WORDS...!!

                       "Wo dost hi kya jo waqt aane pe kaam na aaya....."
All these years i hv heard these words many times.

Everytime someone told me i used to smile back to him/her.But truely speaking i never understood the meaning till God decided that its high time for me to know the real meaning behind those words :)

The incident took place when i was giving my 5th semester exams.The 1st exam went well.It was Microprocessor and its better to mention that i hated the subject.as i am not addicted to the hardware part of this Computer world.But still i gave the exam well.Atleast it was beyond my expectation.That day i came back from college and caught fever.I knew something bad going to happen.God must have some plan to take revenge as i gave Microprocessor exam well.As the next exam which is a fav subject of mine was due in 3 days so i had time to cope up with the fever.

But destiny had something else in its store for me.The next morning when i woke up,the first thing i saw my mother crying.And then i realized that the remaining exam days are going to be worst.
Till evening it was clear that i was suffering from Chicken pox.Itching started all over the body with high fever .Somehow i managed to give my Java exam.While coming back from college that day i met with a small accident.As i was not feeling well so i fell off from train.Though it was not serious but i became so weak that it was impossible for me to give my rest of the exams.In the evening i went to doctor and he just carelessly smiled and stated "You are suffering from chicken pox..no need to give rest of the exams..tell ur college authorities and they will send the internal marks"..For a moment  i thought of slapping him hard in his face.

My parents also advised me not to take up remaining exams but i could sense the pain in their eyes.As skipping rest of the exams meant i would not be able to sit for campus placement.And that thought shook me from inside.Everyone told me to take the final call and they will abide by that.Everything seemed gloomy.The dream for which i was doing B.TECH to bag a job in one of the top MNC in  INDIA was going away from me.I was shattered.tears almost dried up.My health condition almost deteriorated and appearing in rest of the exams seemed impossible.My brother told me to appear and also encouraged me but still something was lacking in me.The zeal of persuading my dream dried up with each passing second.All my so called friends were busy preparing for their exams.They didnt even bother to ask how i was doing.

The night before my next exam i didnt study.And only an enginner can  understand what it means.Then i recieved a sms from a friend.She patiently heard everything.And said few words which i still remember.
She said "if u guarded ur dreams despite all the hardships and trouble came ur way then atleast u should give remaining exams and if u flunk in any of them then at least u can console urself that u tried."
Those words made me think.And finally i gave remaining exams in an isolated room and when results came  i didnt flunk in any of the subject.Today i achieved my dream and when i look back i feel blessed to have those words from her.

Still i cannot forget those 10 days.Sometimes i think that its good to suffer at times then only we can get to know who really care for us.I didnt expect those words from that friend of mine.I will be thankful to her till remaining days of my life.Though we are not in touch but i know if ever she needed me then i will do anything to help her out.Those friends whom i thought will help when i will be in need turned their faces from me.Helping always doesnot mean they have to be with you or helping financially.Sometimes words can do a lot.

And if u have reached at the end of this boring blog post,then i would  tell you that if you cannot help someone with ur presence then atleast help them with your words.Your words can act as a ray of hope and can change their life and you will become a hero to them :)..

Thank you..!!!

Birthday..!!

Birthdays are always special.
Its the day when our mothers smiled when we cried.well pardon me, i copied it from somewhere :P
But i never celebrate my birthday going out with friends partying.ya i do but not on that particular day.
I just love to be with my parents.and i think most of us do that only.Our parents deserve the 1st bite of our happiness.

And regarding birthday of my friends,i do have this practice of wishing them when the clock stirkes midnight.It doesnt matter if i am in touch with them or not.If i have their number then i do.
It's one of my closest friend birthday today.Lucky day for me too.He has been with me for last 8 yrs..though we know each other for almost 13 long yrs.But we became friends when i was in 9th standard.
I know u will read this kamine...so here are few lines for u...

raahein mushkil thi
saath chalne ko koi na tha,
na mera tujhse koi wasta tha
na tera mujhse koi rishta tha...

jamane ho gaye hamare dosti ko
aj bhi sab kuch yaad hai,
wo din jo kabhi na ayenge wapas,
fir bhi yaadon ke sahare ye zindagi hai.

dua karta hun teri har ek khwaish puri ho
tu apni har ek kosish mein kamyab ho..!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAMINE :)

adhoore khwaab...!!!

aaj ek baat hai,kuch toh khaas hai

aaj tumhari ruswai mein bhi,mano ek jazbaat hai.

sapne toh aaj bhi dekhta hun

kuch khwaab pure bhi hote hain

par jispe khud se jyada bharosa tha

wo hakikat aaj ek adhoora khwaab hai.

asmaan mein udte patang ki tarah

lehron mein khule naav ki tarah,

khud ko aj bhi un lamhon mein khojta hun

aj toh mano khud ko har aaine mein dhundta hun.

ankaheen,ansuni baatein 

aj bhi ye ehsas dilati hai,

ek bar koshis mai aur kar leta

kaash us din mai yun na itna rooth jata.

zindagi ki gaadi chal rahi hai

saath tumhara hota,

toh khusiya sang baat lete

dukho ke manzar par haath tumhara thaam lete.

aaj ek baat hai,kuch toh khaas hai

aaj tumhari ruswai mein bhi,mano ek jazbaat hai..!!!

Sunset...!!!

                                            

have come so far to witness u    
its worth to travel the miles,
with a hope of a new beginning
and lust in my eyes .

with each passing moment
u are going away 
dont know it is the loneliness
or the fear of loosing u 
hitting me hard !!

u know everything
do i need to hide anything ?
u have seen me at my worst and at my best
smiling,crying,rejoicing.

every dusk i wait
to be embraced by ur parting rays
amazed by ur golden presence
i feel myself blessed.

School ke wo din...!!!

waqt ki chaal khaufnak hoti hai
ye line suna hua toh tha,
par zindagi kabhi iska ehsas
bhi dila degi ye na socha tha,
lamha lamha aj bhi un palon 
ke lie tarasti hai nigahein,
aj bhi rah chalte chalte 
kahi puri sabji ki dukan dikh jati hai toh 
canteen ke chole batore aur 
ek batore ke 5 tukre yaad aa jate hai..!!

wo ghar se paise churakar 
aloo kaata aur jhalmuri khana,
aur kabhi jhalmuri mein aloo kam 
par gaye toh ladhkar wasool karna,
haan aj paise toh hai 
ccd,kfc,macd mein khane ke lie,
par kabhi french fries mein aloo 
kam par jae toh ladte nahi hai
kyuki aj wo khusi 
baatne wale nahi hote hai..!!

Waqt ka khel chalta aaya hai, aur aage bhi chalega
Undino thahake lagata tha, ab bus muskura baithta hun
Aankhen undino bhi nam thi aaj bhi hain
Bus matlab badal gaye, wajah badal gaye, jagah badal gaye..!!

LIFE @int always a fairytale...!!!!

Over the time some catastrophe takes place

the aftermath of which shatters everything around,

the broken pieces he carries

was too much to abide.

the ripples over the calm water,

the cool breeze in the blowing wind,

the rainbow in the sky,

made him introspect his own life.

standing framed on the shores,

he thought what he did wrong

with an ache in his heart,

thought of the wonderful times.

times when he had the best days 

times when faith,trust,promise 

were not merely words

bt with times they were washed away

thought of letting go struck him

and the blow was mighty enough,

to bring him down on his bruised knees

he felt his fate mocking at him

saying u dont deserve anything better than this..

forgiveness is what he sought

ignorance is what he got,

closeness is what he looked for

betrayal is what he rewarded with.

lines from someone close to his heart  echoed

Life doesnt come with red and yellow cards

u have to do ur part well,

rest depends on the referee watching from above.

and then  he looked above

mocking his fate,he said

i will try again bcoz 

life aint always a fairytale.. !!

                                  Dard toh ek ehsas hai,Mano toh bohot gehra asar hota hai

                                       Na mano toh sab kuch haseen hai...!!!!