Lost Chance..!!!

I read those lines again
which you said long ago
but today those words staring at me
as if i am the culprit.

Twenty one consonants
and five vowels 
gazing at me hard,
may be they are aware 
of your unsaid words.

I stare at the blank screen
or its the other way around,
I guess the screen stares hard
the blank life i am in.

You said i betrayed you
You blamed me ,
I never explained what i did 
because i know that wont fit.

Betrayal was not what i did
a little more time what i sought,
But you gave the deadline
which i failed to abide
and lost the chance.

Those dark brown eyes 
outlined with kohl,
eyes that said so much
but today they are shining
and the reason being someone else.

Wish that i could hit the SEND button
and clear the clouds between us
but like every other MAIL
and every suppressed words of mine 
this piece is too dumped in DRAFTS

I read those lines again
which you said long ago
but today those words staring at me
as if i am the culprit.