Come to me...!!!

Smile,the world will dance with you,
Ignore,when the world is dancing without you,
Love,when the world is throwing stones at you,
Care,it would make someone belive in you.

Soar,when everyone belittle you,
Keep your hope alive,when everyone lost faith in you,
Keep your mouth shut,when everyone blabbering about you,
Share,it would lessen the pain eating away the soul in you.

When everyone has turned you down,
When everyone left you without any reason,
When every broken promises tear you apart,
Come to me,i will not let you fall,
Come to me,i will not let you down,
Come to me,i will care for you then too,
Come to me,cause i know the pain of going alone. 

For that you have to travel miles
May have to cross some bridges too,
Thorns you will get on the way
Do not fear,
I will be standing right on the shore,
With a boat that will take us away
to a distant land
Where WE overshadows I,
Where LOVE overcomes HATRED,
Where every DAWN is BEAUTIFUL,
Where HUMANITY is above ALL.

But now for a while
I must face the storm alone,
I cannot risk you with me
The surviving chance is low,

The journey ahead is stormier 

Much more scarier than i thought.

So,let me put the sail,
Let it propel me through the storm
And if i survive
Come to me,i will not fail you again
My unsaid words,i will reveal
And if i dont
Come to me,search my lifeless body
while i lay in peace,
Words on this paper
will wait for your gentle touch.
.

P.S.- a poem for my short story..thought of sharing.. :)

Thank you..!!!

Believe me..!!!

Today you were not the same
dont know why,
May be i did something bad
that broke the trust you had.

You smiled 
as if things going right,
I asked  the reason
that is holding you back,
You said everything is fine
and i worry too much.

I held your hand
promised that i will not let you go
You smiled again
as if the promise is not new anymore.

I hugged you tight,
Promised my words will not fail,
Your smile was gone
I sensed you didnt hug me back.

After a long pause you muttered
I am free to go
You will not pull me back
Cause i suffered too much.

I asked again
the reason of teardrops in your eyes,
You looked away
Oh now i know
The reason of your being different
You fear i wil leave you ??
You fear she would take me away from you??

You are wrong,
How do i make you believe,
Its you who spoke with me
When everyone got busy with their life.
Its you who told me
life is like this always,
People do forget once the serving is done.
Its you and on your shoulders
i vented everything out,.
Its you who vowed
to be with me everytime.
when i lost my shine.

Believe me 
no one can take me away,
as i am made to live this way
sooner she gonna leave me
and  i will need you back
to fill the void.

Believe me 
no one can break the bond,
sooner she gonna break my trust
and i will need you back
to repair my heart.

Believe me 
no one can keep us apart,
we will meet again
when i will watch her go 
out of my sight
and i will need you back
to wash away my eyes.

Believe me and my words
cause they are true
we will have our time again
when she will be chasing her dreams
without me
and i will need you back
to embrace me.  



P.S.-Here "you" represent the loneliness that the person is addressing.
As my 1st exam of last semester was not bad so wrote this piece and broke my own rule of not coming back to this blogging world before 10 days.Do pray that the rest goes good too.

Thank you.!!!

Early Dawn hours..!!!

Being awake at this early dawn hours and turning pages of my book, a feeling constantly making me restless.

That feeling is beyond words and emotions.I knew that sooner i would be aroused by this feeling.And now when i am stuck in this trap,i am feeling blue.I want to run away from all these craps which in some way or other trying to pull me back and  telling me to press the rewind button of the memories i had lived in past 3-4 years.

Many a times i tried to forget those memories which do not belong with me in my present but still there is something which by some means or other forced me to stay with them.

Not more than 24 hours left  at the commencement of my last semester exam,i still remember the day when i  was hell scared before giving my 1st exam of engineering.

Things were so different then than now.Between that day and today,it seems a decade to me not only 4 years.A decade in which many bonds i lost and few i found and me really unsure if i can hold on to them.

And that feeling of uncertainity is somehow hurting me deep inside.

I know soon i have to leave some otherwise once again i would mess everything.It would be painful for them but soon things will be same again.And i am happy that they have their best buddies to take care of them.If i stay, things will fall apart like everytime and we would become strangers..
I want them to be happy and successful in every sphere of their life which i know that they will be sooner or later.

So its better to leave with keeping happy moments alive.And i know some memories i will keep with me forever cause they made me something out of nothing,they made me believe that things always dont go the way we planned,they taught me that its ok to fall at times but it is damn important to get up and carry with the  journey,they taught me that exepcting from someone is a big mistake we can do at times (though i didnt learn anything and still expect and i really dont think that i am going  learn the art of not expecting from someone).

I always fear the silence which takes place after a beautiful time spent.And that silence is enough to break that bond but not enough to wash away the memories.And that is why i feel miserable because i have to carry those memories when i know that the other one is travelling on a different railway track and will never stop in the nearby station as he/she is a galoping train who already washed of those memories.

So as i hear the chirping of birds and witness the 1st ray of sunlight,i feel happy that i am going to miss few of them after few more days when meeting with them will not be a regular routine.Because if you do not miss someone then they really dont matter to you anymore.


Lonely i am,Carrying some broken dreams
Trying to mend broken ties,getting drown more in the turf. 
I sat on the shore,staring hard into the infinity
peace can give goosebump too,i realized silently.
Sea waves do not judge,i rolled with them being lost 
they kissed,patted me hard
for once i let them take away my guard.
Things which i did not say,i regret now of being toung tied
and the remnants of evrything died.
Caged with shackles and misfortunes of my life
I am trying hard to end this loneliness of mine.

Lonely i am,Carrying some hidden fears
Trying to deal with them,but they leave me in tears
I sat on the terrace,staring hard into the endless sky
Why moon always steal the show and stars lose the shine?
The thought makes me numb but i smiled for a while
Cause stars play its act when moon hid behind 
As i wait for this twilight hours to pass,
I know my time will be over soon 
and i will be kicked like a goon.
Caged with shackles and misfortunes of my life
I am trying hard to end this loneliness of mine.

With a feeling of uncertainity i have to hold back this pen for some days as i will  use it on the answer sheet.

Signing off for 10 days from the world of blogsphere...!!!

Thank you..!!!

Take away your mask...!!!

Take away your mask
let that hidden face,
come out and hit me
with the truth
suppressed in you for so long,
Do not you worry
cause i will survive again.

I fear looking your eyes
cause my heart ache
for the truth it hides from me
I know sooner it will rain.

Every moment spent with you
is a moment i treasure,
with all the chords
of my heart
in this deadly dessert.

Today i delved
into those eyes,
a way to the real you i found
but lost the game
as you put the mask again.

But now i fear
was that you
or someone else?
with whom i had
those moments of cheer.

Take away your mask
It will be hard
It will tear me apart
It will pain,
Do not you worry
cause i will survive again.

Losing you is not what i fear
life would also be the same
but deep down i know
I would never trust someone again.

Take away your mask
let that hidden face,
come out and hit me
with the truth
suppressed in you for so long,
Do not you worry
cause i will survive again.

Heard that...!!!

At times we are not sure if our staying matters  to someone.So it is always better to leave after trying  number of times rather dragging the relation(friendship or any other bond) and making things more difficult.

Heard that a scar is hard to heal
maybe the line is weird
but now i fear
cause i do not know how to deal.

Heard that grass is always green on the other side
but do not judge me ,
you dont know
how i dealt with the tide.

Heard that dreams are lost if not taken care
but i always tried to walk the miles,
still you ignored
tell me how you dare..?

Heard that expectation always hurt
but it turned a myth after we met,
i did expect your trust 
everything turned into a frozen dessert.

Heard that you are numb
but do not let that spark die,
the beautiful soul in you i witnessed 
must not turn into a meaningless scum.

Heard that you are in pain
remember the memories we had
they will make you go mad
hey just dance a while in the rain.

Heard that time always heal the wound
but i must not mess your life anymore
cause it is what others say me good at
now its my turn to leave
so here i  vow
its only few more days before i GO.


Thank you..!!!

MANJIL...!!!

maine majhi se mere manjil ka rasta pucha,
wo  burbura ke kehne laga manjil ka pata nahi
par tumhare karwan mein ye kashti tumhare sath rahega.
mai bhi anjaan tha duniya ke is khel se,kashti nikale chal pada
dariya ke jaise behta gaya is bhool bhulaiya mein .
aandhi ne mere manjil ko mujhse cheena
rah chalte humsafar ne bhi saath choda
mai tut gaya,bharosa khud se khoya
zindagi ki kashti ne mera sath nahi choda.
tasalli maine apne nadaan dil ko diya,
manjil kuch door hai,rootha hai
ye karwan thoda aur lamba hoga,
roothe hue un rishton ko firse suljha lenge
khoye hue lamhon mein apna aashiyan basa lenge.